Im not a good friend

I just woke up this morning and thought to myself Im not a good friend . The only time that I have friends is when I need them for something in my life and as soon as I dont need them anymore I completely forget them and neglet them . Im really upset about this because I dont have any friends right now because I have neglected the ones that I had. and I miss them terribly !  so what do I do ?? I know that being a mother that works(from  home of course has kept me horribly busy but still ) Have I become so busy with day to day living that I neglect things that are important to me like friends? hmmmmmmmmm well I m really consccious of this now and its freaking me out soo what do I do  well today and from now on I am going to make an effort to be a better friend !!